Things around me.

Well. It is natural, or only for me.
But to tell the truth, i miss someone nowadays. too much!
 ( Are you still lonely? I've thought it is hilled after Dec. Maybe not. You need to leave here again. )

Human being is selfish. Always try to think things from their aspect. Of course, so do I.
I care and think about other people but at the same time I don't know/care about the other's mind, also. You are pretending to be a nice girl. Why am i so complicated like this? What's wrong? Choose one! One of the wishes of 2011 was to being a bitch! Bitch who just think about yourself. Even though we corrected that just to love myself more.


Even though I know that hurts what i gave to others will come back to me someday, i'm still doing that (but i think i am already punished about that sin, in a similar way - Getting hurt from someone you like.) Basically my mind (even this can be the false!) try to be good to everybody. But i think i'm extremly mean to someone i don't like. And everybody around me can realize i don't like that person. Hey M, this is a big problem. You're still like a little kids. That's not right as a political major.

Other people's eye, it really doesn't matter. And just concentrate on yourself. Too much thinking, again? I thought you over it during the trip. Is your daily life ruin that again? Try to get back to the fresh and happy mind! Again, there's nothing to worry. I'm still twinkle girl. No stress, no fear.

For fresh new day tomorrow, i'm writing monologue again. Sweet dream ! And never wake up from that dream.