What a wonderful world. Life, complicated. Lovin'it !
So.
Couldn't be better than these days. Even if it is still hurting, breaking my world, ripping my heart.
Kinda........Masochism? Am I? Treat me harder!
Possiblely, I'm enjoying that feeling how much it ripping my heart, how hard it is, the feeling of bomb in my heart.
Enjoy the feeling of growing up through all those pain. I'm sure i have a little of preferance..... :) Anyway.
Step by step.
Sooooo happy because of people around me. Although there're not many :)
It this like Sad bitch?
Love to being busy. Toooo many thing/ people need me, I wanna do everything.
For brighter mirae, future of itself. Love it ! Joy your twenties.
Love the way it hurt. Enthusiasm. Love you too much.
2011년 1월 19일 수요일
Rule of this world
The only thing i can remember is good one. Every things looks pretty from the past, because it is already finished.
Like that i remember all of those were good. Whether it hurted me or not. I just said... everything was so good, so i miss it. you. everything.
- The rule of your naive brain
Then this pain is going to be good memory in the future again. Like everything do. When is that going to be?
Like somebody told me before. You will grow up at least if you are not died because of that. Human being. What a surprising one. Much stronger than i can imagine. I'm sure this will end, in near future. No more. I am still thinkle thinkle...... barely.
Like that i remember all of those were good. Whether it hurted me or not. I just said... everything was so good, so i miss it. you. everything.
- The rule of your naive brain
Then this pain is going to be good memory in the future again. Like everything do. When is that going to be?
Like somebody told me before. You will grow up at least if you are not died because of that. Human being. What a surprising one. Much stronger than i can imagine. I'm sure this will end, in near future. No more. I am still thinkle thinkle...... barely.
2011년 1월 18일 화요일
Things around me.
Well. It is natural, or only for me.
But to tell the truth, i miss someone nowadays. too much!
( Are you still lonely? I've thought it is hilled after Dec. Maybe not. You need to leave here again. )
Human being is selfish. Always try to think things from their aspect. Of course, so do I.
I care and think about other people but at the same time I don't know/care about the other's mind, also. You are pretending to be a nice girl. Why am i so complicated like this? What's wrong? Choose one! One of the wishes of 2011 was to being a bitch! Bitch who just think about yourself. Even though we corrected that just to love myself more.
Even though I know that hurts what i gave to others will come back to me someday, i'm still doing that (but i think i am already punished about that sin, in a similar way - Getting hurt from someone you like.) Basically my mind (even this can be the false!) try to be good to everybody. But i think i'm extremly mean to someone i don't like. And everybody around me can realize i don't like that person. Hey M, this is a big problem. You're still like a little kids. That's not right as a political major.
Other people's eye, it really doesn't matter. And just concentrate on yourself. Too much thinking, again? I thought you over it during the trip. Is your daily life ruin that again? Try to get back to the fresh and happy mind! Again, there's nothing to worry. I'm still twinkle girl. No stress, no fear.
For fresh new day tomorrow, i'm writing monologue again. Sweet dream ! And never wake up from that dream.
But to tell the truth, i miss someone nowadays. too much!
( Are you still lonely? I've thought it is hilled after Dec. Maybe not. You need to leave here again. )
Human being is selfish. Always try to think things from their aspect. Of course, so do I.
I care and think about other people but at the same time I don't know/care about the other's mind, also. You are pretending to be a nice girl. Why am i so complicated like this? What's wrong? Choose one! One of the wishes of 2011 was to being a bitch! Bitch who just think about yourself. Even though we corrected that just to love myself more.
Even though I know that hurts what i gave to others will come back to me someday, i'm still doing that (but i think i am already punished about that sin, in a similar way - Getting hurt from someone you like.) Basically my mind (even this can be the false!) try to be good to everybody. But i think i'm extremly mean to someone i don't like. And everybody around me can realize i don't like that person. Hey M, this is a big problem. You're still like a little kids. That's not right as a political major.
Other people's eye, it really doesn't matter. And just concentrate on yourself. Too much thinking, again? I thought you over it during the trip. Is your daily life ruin that again? Try to get back to the fresh and happy mind! Again, there's nothing to worry. I'm still twinkle girl. No stress, no fear.
For fresh new day tomorrow, i'm writing monologue again. Sweet dream ! And never wake up from that dream.
2011년 1월 16일 일요일
Again
There's monday again, about 2 hours after. Again!!!!!!!!!!!
The start of new week again!!! Can't believe that. Time flies. especially nowadays.
Already monday? I brought bunch of books for weekend to study!
But i don't think i could even say hi to them. Sadly.
Maybe! That's because i've got some life thesedayz. And i lovin'it.
Enjoy that enough much. Like..... there's nothing to worry about.
Again. That was what i've learnt, and it will be the one for this year.
Don't be too serious. Nothing gonna take you down.
Love this life M!!!!!!!!!!!!
(but you still don't know how to organize things well! gotta ready for things, lovely!)
The start of new week again!!! Can't believe that. Time flies. especially nowadays.
Already monday? I brought bunch of books for weekend to study!
But i don't think i could even say hi to them. Sadly.
Maybe! That's because i've got some life thesedayz. And i lovin'it.
Enjoy that enough much. Like..... there's nothing to worry about.
Again. That was what i've learnt, and it will be the one for this year.
Don't be too serious. Nothing gonna take you down.
Love this life M!!!!!!!!!!!!
(but you still don't know how to organize things well! gotta ready for things, lovely!)
2011년 1월 5일 수요일
Jan 5th 2011
Feel like i'm still in the same time, for instance 2010. Maybe i miss it.
Even though it distroyed my original life. hm, let's call it change. That wasn't destroyer. I can't be destroyed. Like i said, I ma STRONG BABY!!!!!
But, oh well. I wasn't. Especially since i arrived in Korea. It's killing me!
I had thought i'm really strong.... maybe..... But it turns out not.
Take a sleep... not during the class........... and..... study economics..... at least understand it..........!
But i'm still waking up every 3 hours. It seems like i'm sleeping on the street.
And here Korea is freaking cold. Way much colder than anywhere else in Europe. No way!
I guess, that's the worst thing till now.
And D-55. Start new diet program.
+ skin renewal program. with quitting pills (i'm not sure i'm going to meet him again? how do you think man?)
Even though it distroyed my original life. hm, let's call it change. That wasn't destroyer. I can't be destroyed. Like i said, I ma STRONG BABY!!!!!
But, oh well. I wasn't. Especially since i arrived in Korea. It's killing me!
I had thought i'm really strong.... maybe..... But it turns out not.
Take a sleep... not during the class........... and..... study economics..... at least understand it..........!
But i'm still waking up every 3 hours. It seems like i'm sleeping on the street.
And here Korea is freaking cold. Way much colder than anywhere else in Europe. No way!
I guess, that's the worst thing till now.
And D-55. Start new diet program.
+ skin renewal program. with quitting pills (i'm not sure i'm going to meet him again? how do you think man?)
sleepless little girl's mid-nite monologue
2011년 1월 3일 월요일
Hiyaaaaaaa 2011 !
New start of the year 2011.
How are you going to be? Don't make me wait too long.
Theme of 2011 is totally new M. Forget about old me. She's not here anymore.
Like i felt in Dec, there's nothing to fear, just having stronger gut. That would be enough to live have such a life. Still all the things are so enjoyable. What a lovely world! What a adorable M!
Nice body : Never agian, the last.
Languages : Especially Spanish, Again Japanese, Challenge to French/ Arabic
Travel : As much as i want................ is that possible? but at least Spain, Thailand, and England again!
Specialty : More on the Art, Guitar, Sport, Plants, Cook ..... Something i've just had interest. Go for it!
Hey, nothing to be too serious, to worry about.
JUST HAVE FUN! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
How are you going to be? Don't make me wait too long.
Theme of 2011 is totally new M. Forget about old me. She's not here anymore.
Like i felt in Dec, there's nothing to fear, just having stronger gut. That would be enough to live have such a life. Still all the things are so enjoyable. What a lovely world! What a adorable M!
Nice body : Never agian, the last.
Languages : Especially Spanish, Again Japanese, Challenge to French/ Arabic
Travel : As much as i want................ is that possible? but at least Spain, Thailand, and England again!
Specialty : More on the Art, Guitar, Sport, Plants, Cook ..... Something i've just had interest. Go for it!
Hey, nothing to be too serious, to worry about.
JUST HAVE FUN! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
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